There comes moment where everything goes wrong and you don’t want to live. That’s where I am right now. Maybe it is because I’m fighting a terminal illness and physically and mentally am exhausted. Too many surgeries and doctor visits. I just can’t do it anymore and I just hope I can get out of bed in the morning.

There comes moment where everything goes wrong and you don’t want to live. That’s where I am right now. Maybe it is because I’m fighting a terminal illness and physically and mentally am exhausted. Too many surgeries and doctor visits. I just can’t do it anymore and I just hope I can get out of bed in the morning.



I want to run away and sit on a beach for a week and not have to worry about a thing. My life is suffocating me right now and I am drowning in my own sadness, worry and stress. Drowning in what could have been and never will be. Drowning in dreams that will not come true. Happiness that I don’t know when I’ll feel again. I want to feel the warm sun on my face and be able to sleep without stressing about my to do list and fears and hopes that are lost. I want to be free.

I want to run away and sit on a beach for a week and not have to worry about a thing. My life is suffocating me right now and I am drowning in my own sadness, worry and stress. Drowning in what could have been and never will be. Drowning in dreams that will not come true. Happiness that I don’t know when I’ll feel again. I want to feel the warm sun on my face and be able to sleep without stressing about my to do list and fears and hopes that are lost. I want to be free.

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No matter how attractive a person’s potential may be, you have to date their reality.
Mandy Hale (via swiftbeat)

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The only thing keeping me sane is throwing on my running shoes and going for a run despite how painful it has become and dizzy spells I have it reminds me how far I can push myself before I break.

The only thing keeping me sane is throwing on my running shoes and going for a run despite how painful it has become and dizzy spells I have it reminds me how far I can push myself before I break.

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you didn’t love her.

you just didn’t want to be alone.

or maybe, she was just good for your ego.

or, or maybe she just made you feel better about your miserable life.

but you didn’t love her,

because you don’t destroy people you love.

Greys Anatomy (via c-oquetry)

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Coming back from a long weekend refreshing trip off campus and returning to one more week before spring break….this is definitely a time where I want to space out but have two pieces of writing due Thursday and Friday. I just need to stay focused for 5 days…not even 5 really more like 4. I can do this. I just need to be focused, determined and diligent. 

Coming back from a long weekend refreshing trip off campus and returning to one more week before spring break….this is definitely a time where I want to space out but have two pieces of writing due Thursday and Friday. I just need to stay focused for 5 days…not even 5 really more like 4. I can do this. I just need to be focused, determined and diligent. 

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