I want to run away and sit on a beach for a week and not have to worry about a thing. My life is suffocating me right now and I am drowning in my own sadness, worry and stress. Drowning in what could have been and never will be. Drowning in dreams that will not come true. Happiness that I don’t know when I’ll feel again. I want to feel the warm sun on my face and be able to sleep without stressing about my to do list and fears and hopes that are lost. I want to be free.